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October 23, 2006
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Doug Ireland
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"Every gay and lesbian here lives in fear, just pure fear, of being beaten or killed," says Ahmad, a 34-year-old gay man, via telephone from his home in
Ahmad is masculine and "straight-acting," he says. "I can go out without being harassed or followed." But that's not the case for his more effeminate gay friends. "They just cannot go outside, period," he says. "If they did, they would be killed." To help them survive, Ahmad has been bringing food and other necessities to their homes. "The situation for us gay people here is beyond bad and dangerous," he says.
Life for gay and lesbian citizens in war-torn
When
"In the last two months the situation has gotten worse and worse," says Ali Hili, a gay Iraqi living in
Hili's group, some 30 gay Iraqi exiles who came together last fall in London in the wake of Sistani's death-to-gays fatwa, has a network of informants and supporters throughout Iraq. With anguish in his voice, he recalls two of them, lesbians who ran a safe house in Najaf that harbored young kids who'd been trapped in the commercial sex trade. "They were accused of running a brothel," he says. "They were slain in the safe house with their throats cut. This was only weeks ago.
"Every day we hear from our network inside
International, nobody. We're desperate for help."
Through a translator, several gay Iraqis spoke to me about the dire circumstances for gay people in their country. None wanted their last names printed for fear of reprisals, and all had horrific stories to tell.
Hussein, 32, is a gay man living with his married brother's family in
Hussein already lost his job in a photo lab because the shop owner did not want people to think that he was supporting a gay man. "Now I'm very self-conscious about my look and the way I dress -- I try to play it safe," says Hussein, who is slightly effeminate. "Several times I was followed in the street and beaten just because I had a nice, cool haircut that looked feminine to them. Now I just shave my head."
Indeed, even the way one dresses is enough to get a gay Iraqi killed. "Just the fact of looking neat and clean, let alone looking elegant and well groomed, is very dangerous for a gay person," Hussein says. "So now I don't wear nice clothes, so that no one would even suspect that I'm gay. I now only leave home if I want to get food."
One of Hussein's best friends, Haydar, was recently found shot in the back of the head at a deserted ranch outside the city. "Some say he was shot by a family member in an act of honor killing; some say he was shot by those so-called death squads," Hussein says. "Everyone says it's easy these days to get away with killing gays, since there is no law and order here."
All Hussein thinks about is getting out of
But even fleeing from
Al-alawi worked for two years for the British embassy in
The incident frightened Al-alawi so much that he quit his job at the embassy and holed up at his
The next day he bought a plane ticket for
In the first week of August, Al-alawi's administrative appeal against the Home Office's deportation order was denied. At press time he was in court, seeking to stop the Blair government from sending him back to
Mohammed, a gay Iraqi in his 20s from
The death of his partner marked the culmination of years of persecution for Mohammed, starting with his own family. "I've been gay since childhood," he says, but "my family are Shia and don't permit this [homosexuality]. I think they would kill us before the Badr Corps could if they knew about us."
The Badr Corps' murderous campaign is not limited to street executions -- it includes Internet entrapment and intimidation backed by violence. Networks of neighborhood informers -- SCIRI militants and sympathizers -- track suspected gays and report them for targeting by the terror campaign. "One day on the Internet I entered a site for gays in
After discovering them online, SCIRI supporters will sometimes instigate beatings of suspected gays in the street, says Ahmad. People from the neighborhoods and even passersby will join in. "If you are gay, you can't trust anyone you meet unless they are old friends from within your circle of acquaintances," Ahmad says. "You can't date or meet new people because you wouldn't know what their motives are."
Every new encounter is fraught with danger. "There have been cases where some gay guys meet some men they thought were gay too, but it turned out they just wanted to use them sexually and then blackmail them for money by threatening to inform on them" to the Badr Corps, Ahmad says. Or a new friend could turn out to be an undercover agent.
"We are desperate to end this state of fear and horror in which we have been living," Ahmad says. "Many of us want to leave."
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO HELP IRAQI GAYS, the immediate urgent priority is to donate money to LGBT activists in
Iraqi LGBT
And, you can visit the Iraqi LGBT
Doug Ireland, a longtime radical journalist and media critic, runs the blog DIRELAND, where this article appeared Oct. 21, 2006. The article was originally written for The Advocate -- the national magazine for lesbians and gays.
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